Open mind, open heart

 Brendon nodded as the other man spoke, it didn’t sound much like suicide to him but the people who ran this place were fucked. He ran his fingers through his hair and pursed his lips, Keegan sure died in a shitty way. Brendon at least got to choose when he died, sadly Keegan didn’t have that choice. Brendon smiled and comically pointed two fingers at his head, like he was aiming a gun at himself. “Boom!” He exclaimed, showing Keegan the way Brendon did it. He preferred to to say, ‘I put a gun to my head and pulled the trigger.’ It sounded pretty depressing.

                  Keegan smiled up at Brendon, his demonstrating proving to be quite entertaining. “Ah, classic.” He commented kindheartedly, as if they were not discussing suicide, but the weather. “Any particular reason? Girl break your heart..The fame to overwhelming?” He muttered casually as he continued to look at the bottom row of CD’s, completely immersed.

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 Natsumi folded her arms but leaned into Keegan nonetheless, he was comfy. She turned towards him when he pulled away and laughed, “You need help with reading a manga?” Natsumi giggled, grabbing the book. She flipped to a random page and realized that it was Japanese, “Why would you grab a Japanese one, Keegan?” Natsumi asked grinning, she figured that she may have to read this book to him.

                       Keegan returned the grin, leaning in eagerly, “To use this interesting story book to help teach me Japanese, of course!” He said, grabbing it back from her and flipping to the first page, “You see? It’ll make learning fun.” He said, pointing out the very intricate picture of a fight scene with over enthusiasm. “Oh, I also grabbed some audio CDs, some Japanese culture books..OH, and learning Japanese for dummies.” He showed her each thing in turn, holding them up proudly for her to plainly see.

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But I’m here now, so love me XD

He looked down.Kurt had a lot of regrets, but he just couldn’t bring him self to tell them to anyone.One of his greatest regrets was the one killing himself.Avoiding Keegan’s question about his regret’s, he asked:”How can you help people her?They’re all fucking crazy, and I don’t see how you can possibly help them.”

                                “Well I am a therapist, Kurt. Don’t tell me you lack faith in my abilities.” Keegan smiled jokingly, trying to lighten up the mood. But to be truthful he really had no idea at all how to help these people, seeing as they were all terrified to be in the same room with him, nevertheless actually have a conversation. So many walls, so many barriers, and he just knew they were there for him to break to. How wonderfully impossible.

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Kurt sighed.Keegan obviously accepted his fate.And Kurt was just happy because he wasn’t trying to go through his brain like most therapists did.”Don’t you ever miss…”He started talking, not sure he did the best thing.”….being how you were?”

                      Keegan looked over at Kurt, smiling gently, “Yes, I do..But..Well I’ve accepted that although I haven’t been able to choose my end, as everyone else, that it was meant to happen. I mean, really, there’s so many people here that could use my help..” He trailed off, looking back down at the town, his brain fogging over with thoughts. “What about you? Have any regrets?” Keegan asked after a while, his voice coming out wistful. 

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Brendon laughed, “Well I was looking for my old band’s CD, and I meant why are you here, in the afterlife?” He asked tilting his head, Keegan did not look like the kind of guy to commit suicide. Not one bit, before the Pretty. Odd. era Brendon did but after that no one would have guessed.

                      Keegan looked up from his extensive CD search and leaned against the shelf, looking thoughtfully at Brendon for a moment. That seemed to be everyone’s favorite question, yet for the life of him Keegan could not get used to it. “Well, I’d say the reason I’m here is because a troubled boy used a gun as an answer to all his problems, and I failed to aid him in finding another way..” He said, and looking at Brendon’s expression added in a lighter voice, “And I foolish stepped in front of a bullet so..” He smiled, bending down and looking at the lower roles of CD’s, avoiding the other’s eyes. Serious conversations like this were never Keegan’s area of expertise, unless the other person was the one spilling their guts. 

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keeganthegeekyghost:

THIS HAS BEEN A DALLON APPRECIATION POST

He sings too omg his voice is like an eargasm.

……….-INSTANT FAV- *-*

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THIS HAS BEEN A DALLON APPRECIATION POST

I want to rape him. T ^ T

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